The memories that should be beautiful

A picture of a young bernese mountain dog called Suni, smiling into the camera with a feather on her head

We all have them, those precious memories that should be beautiful, that would be beautiful, if we wouldn’t burst out in tears as soon as we have them, as they remind us of someone or something we’ve lost. Even though this blog here is about the fandom of life, it would be wrong to insist […]

La Gomera phenomena

La Gomera on a rainy day, as the clouds touch the surface of the water in the mountains

As if god did create this island by hand, every stone, every bush, every tree and every little flower seems to be set in place perfectly. As I cross the mountains of La Gomera, greeted by rainbows and full moons, storms and waves of turquoise, I wonder if this is even real. I feel like […]

My friend, the ghost

Two kids are laughing with bright smiles and chilling out under a blanket, next to a story book. They radiate having a good time.

Have you ever been in a friendship with a ghost? I mean, not the ghost of a person who died. I mean: The ghost of a person who does really exist in this world. Once I heard a friend of my mum say, that she has been ghosted. And she looked really upset. And of […]

The story of the giant dream

A giant mountain shows up behind a forest whereas the night is starry.

In a universe far far away from ours, there lives a giant dream. The dream is so big, that even the biggest dreamcatcher couldn’t catch him. And that is why only one person in the whole world does know about the giant dream. And she is keeping it a big secret. But every night, when […]

A new beginning

A photo of Laura Weider in Istanbul, shot by Maximiliane Wittek

Every beginning is also an end, they say. Who? I do not remember. So many voices, articles, thoughts, talks, chats, movies, books, memories and fantasies, that even I cannot remember what comes from where anymore. But does it really matter? Or is this sudden thought just planted into my immediate reality, to let it shine […]